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Sunday, February 05, 2006

 

The Death is calling me,, I MUST LEAVE..- ((OFFLINE))

 

I am in search,, around the hell, every where is darkness,,,,

 

   I...I miss you,, Rutherford,, Riku,,,,

                        I've got a contact with Riku,,,,from hell through Jigoku Shoujo,, Anma Ai...... *sighs

    I'm fading once more,,,,, please,, Rutherford,,Riku,, if you can hear me please bring me back to life,,,,,

 

 


Saturday, January 21, 2006

Not too much thing is going on,, but the heart of the darkness that is controlling Riku is going through my doll body,, I can't seem to overcome it,, i think this is the end of me,, as a Maiden,, and just be a doll,,,,,

           Suigintou gets up slowly and walks towards the big window, 'not much time' as she thought to herself.

          The pain si getting worser,,, she soon walks over to the stairs and almost close to downstairs but the pain aches and soon she stops and sits on the staircase.,, she looks up slowly,, 'am I really going to die?' as she asked herself,


Monday, January 16, 2006

 

OMG SOMETHING URGENT HAPPEN GOTTA GO BYE

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No one knows,,,, how it would feel like a stupid doll, that a man who asks like god himself, just to play around,,,,

   All I want to know is why am I created why?!!!!!!!

  Everyone,,, I know are hurt,, Riku is hurt,,, Rutherford is hurt as well, why?!!!!! whY?!!!!!!!!!


Sunday, January 15, 2006

 

((OFFLINE))            

           Today must have been a great day, I've been busy, in other human's dreams,, I was reading a book the Secret Garden,,, no matter it is a fun book to read, hmm, I'm quiet thristy, so i am drinking a soft drink that's quiet famous in asian coutries...

 

Today me and riku had a date into his heart...

 

"I'll take that as an a yes"she says smiling, She closes her eyes, as bright light comes and opens up a portal, it turns into a mirror, she steps in and turns around and hands out her hand towards you as she smiles.He grabs my hand and steps in with me"...........", as we go in there was clocks, then some light comes, her wings come as she grabs you by your back, you and she goes down into the bright light as we land in a peaceful medow, There was soft breeze, there was great trees flowers across the valley, "This is what's in your very heart....but then again,,, that place isn't"as she said calmly looking towards a broken down place, with gray colors as the sky above was getting greyier on that side, She walks over there, "would you like to go to that place? instead of staying here on your happy side?"she asks. He gulps.".....let's go into that place...maybe it can show me what tyriko(ansem) erased....." she nodds, and soon she walks over there with you,,, there you see more broken buildings,,, and soon she turnes around and stared in a wide eyes, there on the floor grew black shadows, there bright eyes stared into her and your eyes,,, (the heartless). She looks around as you and her were trapped around the shadow figures, she closes her eyes,a nd soon a bright light came from her hand a sword, comes and soon she starts to slice the figures, "Any Idea what these are?!"she asks, more the shadow figures come, one attacks from behind and knocks her down, she falls to the floor, she opens her eyes slowly, "What are they?"as she asked,....He soon got scared....".t-th-they're the heartless..!..."...*riku has flash backs*."...aaaaahhhh!"he puts head down then back up as a sword that looks like a dragon wing appears.........."GO AWAY!!!"and soon he slashes the heartless away. She soon get's up as well, "Don't be scared, they only remain,,, what happened in your past?"she asks, as she slashs through the heartless, One heartless gets hold of her and starts to drain her heart. The Heratless took the heart as it craved for more. and soon she stopped to struggle,................he soon got scared"...suigintou......"as he called my name, crying.."..LET...GO OF HER!!!!"and soon he kills all the heartless then picks me up hoping I'm okay   "...........suigintou......suigintou...please be alright....please.."as he says..he cryies and hugs my body "....please say something....."as he .more crying "..this is all my fault .....i couldn't protect sora and i couldn't protect you......" he cries more and more.. "....if this is what is in my heart then i can't let it go on!"he soon creates a transmutation circle that will seal away his heart and his life   "......bye suigintou......"..he tries to compleate circle,  "R-Rkiu..."she says softly, a bright light comes and comes a small key comes, she takes it and place it behind her,,, and soon she starts to glow, she opens her eyes wide, she stands slowly trembling, then she stand straight and smiles, "I'm not dead,,, it always happens, I have to place the key to make me move more, that thing didn't take all of my heart so don't worry,"she says, tears falls..".su...igin..tou."...he soon realizes that I'm  okay "....suigintou!!" he runs to me and hugs me super close "you're okay.......!...i thought i was gonna lose you!" he begins to cry "..please don't leave."as he..me. tighter.
 
          
she laughs little, "I told you,, I'm not going to die easily, I'm a doll all it needed for me to put this key in my back,"she says taking out the key off of her back, "I have another life inside me now"she says smiling softly,, "that's how it is,,"she get's up,, "come now,, Riku,, we have to erase this fear to a better place"she says smiling. she walks up to you and wipe away your tears.He sniffle.."..how are we gonna do that...?"as he asked, he holds my hand, she closes her eyes softly, "My wings will help,, it might help to cure it all,"she says smiling, she grabs your hand tighter and walks towards the darker area of the broken building, "i...i didn't know all this was in my heart.......you see tyriko earased my memory.....i only have memories of good times with sora....but then it becomes dark and it jumps to the memories i have now....."as he says.  "I don't think it was erased,, i think it was hidden in the deepest of you heart,, to make you remeber,,,"she says,, you and she walks into a church like broken down place, there we walk in there stood a figure,,, she had grey silver hair with black clothing. "Who is that?"she asks., "....i don't know...i can't remember...." he says trembling. the man slowly turns around laughing, "My, My Riku have you gorgotten of me? the one who erased your memories?"he says, he steps back and screams."A-Ansem!!!!",
       "Riku"as she looked at you worried, the guy has came walking closer and closer, he smirked, "Why are you afraid Riku? I've been waiting for you to come and you did,, but why afraid? what happen to the strong willed Riku?"he asks laughing at you in a Pity, Suigintou's wing gre wder and bigger, "And who would you might be?"he asks her, she looks up and smirks, "I am Suigintou, and you are the main source of Riku's heart of darkness, you must perish"she says smiling, he looks at her and smiles, "Quiet a friend you got there Riku, you need help from a doll?"he asks laughing more, "I may be a doll, but don't understimate a Rozen Maidne!!!" her wings grew into a dark dragon which soon attacked him, he dodged slighlty, then he angered, "You'll pay for that," and soon he came charging. " A-Ansem! stop!...what do you wan't?....i'll do anything just please stop!"as he begged him,
             And soon Ansem stoppes, "heh,,, little doll you should stay out of this!" and soon huge heartless came and grab hold of her, and you tried to run to her, Ansem stopps you, "Riku,, "he starts out, "The kind you isn't you,, the real you is me,, you are a art of me as I am a part of you,"he says smirking... "Don't listen to him!!! Riku!! Riku!!"as she yells out your name. "Come Riku,, back to the darkness, because that's the only place you have,,"he says laughing... He walks towards a dark door, he hands out his hands towards you, "Come,, come with me Riku,,"he says..
             He steps foward...".....not real me......?....part of me....?" his eyes become lifeless ".........darkness is the only place for me..."..... he holds his head and screams.."ggggrrrr!!aaaahhhh! why can't i remember!...what is it that i really am....?."as he asked himself....he soon looks at hands "....wh-who an i...?" he clutches hands so hard they begin to bleed ".........WHO AM I????!!!.......what am i....?.'as he..shakes head "....why...?why can't i remember...?...." and soon he..gasps in horor "...are my memories even reall....?"as he asked himself, he holds head with bloody hands  "...gggggrrrr!!!.....SORA !!!DO I REALLY LOVE YOU OR AM I LOST IN MY OWN TWISTED IMAGINATION...????......SORRRAAA!!....help me....help me some one!!please!"as he screamed out in pain. 
 
          "Ri-Riku!!!!!!!!!!" as she starts to scream out his name, "Riku!!! please snapp out of it!!!!! riku!!!" as she screamed out his name, her wings grew more and more, which she got out of the clutches of the heratless she cam flying towards Riku, but Ansem stops her with his sword, "Hmm, pathetic doll, you will not stand by him, "as he said he slashed her which made her hit the hard wall directly, "Arrghh!"as she yelled in pain, she looks up at riku, "I will soon, have riku's heart sealed,, and soon, his body and mind will be mine"as he said laughing.
      "...!!!!!! ...w-what did you do to her....?why do you wan't me so badly!!...what's so great about me......?.......please don't hurt her anymore she...she hasn't done anything!!!..."as he cryied, "SHE HASN'T DONE ANYTHING!!...please i'll do what you ask...just stop...."as he plead, "R-Riku,, your not the real riku,,,"she says crying little,  Ansem looked at her directly, "Tell me doll, how do you know all of this?!!" as soon he kicked her to the floor as fresh blood came, He grabbed her and riped her doll arm off, She screamed in pain, "Arrgh,, AHHHHHHHHHH!!"tears came as she looked horrified of her arm being ripped off, he soon smirked, "Riku, Riku, All I want from you is your data,, since your not the real onw,, but you still do have the real riku's data,"he says laughing, "Stop,, Stop it!!!!!"as she screamed but he kept on going on and on about you riku, she laughed and ripped her small doll eyes out, "Stop!!"as she screamed out, "I,, I will not be a garbage!!"as her rage got higher and higher, the wings grew more and more, her eyes became glowing with red, the Dragon attacks Ansem, with Green blast, "Die! DIE!!!!!!"as she screamed out of the pain she was aching. Ansem got hit but he stood fine, he smirked, .....his eyes widen "not the real me!! thats where you're wrong...i am me.....you can't tell me what i am!!...i am riku!!not some fake with messed up memories!!!...now let me tell you one more thing..".and soon he gets close to ansem "..when i tell you not to touch someone you better as hell listen to what i say!"he screams and soon he  punches ansem so hard he glides to the air, "...don't ever touch suigintou again!!ever!!...suigintou..are you ok?"as he asked, she only looks up,, "R-riku,,, what he said is true,,, but your you,, there is a replica that they created,, and that thing has a memory of you,, "she says as she coughs off some blood, she looks up, "I'm not going to die"she says smiling, "Just put the key in my back for me, "she says, she closes her eyes, and soon you put the key inside of her back, she glows and she recovers the blood stain is there but she recovers, she gets up but, the building breaks and there Ansem screams, "RIKU!!!!!!!!!"
 
 
   to be continued,,,


Saturday, January 14, 2006

I have found someone to live for and it isn't for father... no..

  It's for a person I love,,///_/// for the first time.

  I am to wait for his decisions *smiles.

        But right now, I'm Online.



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